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My Bio
I have been wincing at the past description I've written here for the past few months, and I felt that it is about time I write a proper new description.

As you can see, I am quite inactive. I plan to rejoin deviantart through a different account, but as I am quite busy getting out of what I like to call "homework debt", this will be a stop-gap solution for now.

Through my experiences since Deviantart, I have learned a lot more about myself, including self control and discipline. I've finally been able to spot (my own) corrupt behaviour that my brain kept excusing as "likable": I tried acting like a cute child, because I thought it would make people like me, even though it was not who I wanted to be at all. It turned out this only upset people even more, which motivated me to question whether it was necessary to act such way: As a result, I've finally made some steps backwards, and I have returned to the mature sensible self that was there before I settled here. I've become much more mindful of what I say, and I find myself writing and deleting my messages over and over. I feel like there's a barrier that prevents me from talking to those who I've previously talked to so often, in fear of re-sparking my obsessive vices.

Despite all of this, I am nothing but inspired to start a new beginning sometime in the future.

I will still keep this account here because I like to keep a trace of my milestones: Regardless of how much we may wince (cringe) about something we have done or made in the past, it is that guilt that allowed us to learn and innovate, and change ourselves for the better good. In other words, your mistakes are what help establish progress.

Now when I say that, I could imagine it almost sounds as if I'm trying to say "you should make as many mistakes as possible and be proud of all of them", but this is not the case: what I mean, is that if you happen to make mistakes, you may feel like you hurt yourself in the short-term, but in the long-term that one mistake may have prevented many worse mistakes. So take pride of all your milestones, even those which you may consider "cringeworthy", for they are what brought you here, to be the wonderful being you are today.

Favourite Movies
I am not interested in movies
Favourite TV Shows
I don't watch TV, as I feel like I never caught on to any shows or characters
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Any minor-key song that is not about love from the 1900s. Also, Baroque music.
Favourite Games
From the Depths, Hearts of Iron 4, these are basically the only games I play nowadays
Favourite Gaming Platform
I regret getting a Playstation 4, I never use it. I use a personal computer instead
Tools of the Trade
For now, FireAlpaca and a surplus tablet from my brother, which I am very grateful for
here are the rules my dood - tag some peeps (if you want to) - answer honestly ; ) - original is by Lynxmur (https://www.deviantart.com/lynxmur) 1. if your sad, what makes you happy? When I am in a bad mood, music of this genre (Soviet march) help a lot. Songs like these allow me to actually technically be happy during my sadness, while even increasing my productivity. However these songs are quite alien to the typical person (lol). now don't judge me on this xD it works lol 2. do you prefer anthro or feral? Hmm well whenever I think of my characters, they appear as anthro, so probably anthro lol. 3. male or female? I am male, but it makes myself feel good to associate
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Hmm well I guess as soon as February hits, prepare for this to become active again, yayyyyyyyyyyy
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Inspired by cookiepawzzz (https://www.deviantart.com/cookiepawzzz) RULES: 1. Write down every letter of your name or username, vertically. 2. Write down a song that pops up in your mind beginning with each letter. 3. Count the number of letters and tag that many people in your journal R: Renegade (Styx) A: Aces High (aka Luftwaffe March, not the Kevin Macleod one, that one's boring, but the Ron Goodwin one) C: Cossacks never say die![link] E: Erdély induló [link] P: Per Aspera ad Astra Marsch [link] (there's no way I remembered this lol) R: Rival (Pochod) [link] O: Österreichischer Militärmarsch "Die Regimentskinder" [link] D: Délvidéki i
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Always appreciate your faves - thank you :)
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Dunno just thought I’d say hi owo
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